We already know about the Natami. They have a team who invite you to be a part of it, then kick you out without explanation,
Cammy,
I'm very sorry to hear that you feel like this.
This might be a good example of the problems of miscommunictions.
This is how we saw/experienced the situation:
- You said that you wanted to develop AMIGA games.
- We told you that we are currently developing Amiga games.
We ask you if you would like to take part in this.
We invited ypu to do playtesting of our new 194x game.
And we offered you game sources as exmaples for Amiga/Natami game development for you.
- You accepted to join.
- We gave you access to the Natami Team section, including access to our game source repositories.
- You were several times asked to introduce yourself to the rest of the team in the Team forum or the Team IRC server.
- You were kindly asked to take part in the team communication.
- 2 month did pass but you did not take part in any team communication.
Only in the public Natami channel you wrote this.
16:08 < forcie> hello cammy
16:08 < Cammy> Hi forcie
16:08 < forcie> you are listed as a natami team member
16:08 < forcie> do you have a team forum account?
16:10 < Cammy> Yeah I do, but I've just been too shy to introduce myself yet, I don't really have anything to show
16:10 < forcie> you should hang around in the #natamidev channel every now and then, since thats where the team gathers to talk.
16:11 < forcie> information how to access ftp, svn, trac/wiki and irc is in a forum thread
16:11 * Marcel blissfully forgot to mention that
16:11 < Cammy> I don't think I'd have anything to talk about in there, I'm no one important
16:12 < Marcel> Cammy look at the topic here
16:12 < forcie> we are making games, and i thought you might have valuable input 
16:16 < IImmortal> cammy well you are more important then i am. i am not a team member
16:17 < Cammy> I'm only a beginner programmer
16:17 < forcie> we have quite a few beginner programmers
16:18 < forcie> most of them wants to talk to us
16:18 < forcie> it's a community effort after all.
16:18 < IImmortal> yep marcel and i drive forcie insane
16:19 < IImmortal> and we would do other team members if they were ever to come in here 
16:19 < Cammy> I'm sorry, if I'm just going to be a third wheel here I can leave if you want
16:19 < Marcel> IImmortal i never drove gunnar insane here
16:19 < Cammy> I don't want to waste anyone's time
16:19 < Marcel> Cammy what do you know of graphics and music on the amiga?
16:20 < Cammy> Nothing
16:20 < Cammy> I'm useless
16:20 < Marcel> Cammy never say your useless
16:20 < forcie> Cammy: but why did you join the team then if you dont want to communicate?
16:20 < Cammy> I didn't join, I was invited
16:20 < IImmortal> marcel well then just consider gunnar your exception 
16:20 < forcie> really? by whom?
16:20 < Cammy> I don't want to incriminate anyone
16:21 -!- Cammy (~Cammy@73.38.96.58.static.exetel.com.au) has quit
Cammy based on this I tought that you did change your mind and that you did not want
to take part in our developments efforts. Because we thougth you did not want to take part anymore your team access rights were disabled.
I'm sorry if I misunderstood you.
If you want to develop games for Amiga the offer still stands.
The NATAMI team is a team efforts. You or anyone wanting to take part can still take part now or anytime.
And please don't worry about lack of experience, we all started with zero.