I never liked it because it was chaos.
You have to get used to chaos when you work with kids

But ISTR disliking chaotic play when I was their age.
that's what I implied 
Hey, I identify with my 'tendencies'

I have multiple sensory aversions (there are certain parts of my body I just cannot be touched [backs of hands for example, where it feels like my skin is being pulled off], lots of textures I can't touch [e.g. velvet and brushes], and I'm quite sensitive to certain frequencies of sound [e.g. engine noises, which feel like the are coming from inside me and make me panic]), and lots of things about social interaction which I understand in principle but really don't "get" and are quite disturbing or tiresome to me.
I think that's why I identify so strongly with the autistic/aspie kids I work with, though I don't claim to struggle to the same extent that they do on a daily basis.