Guys,
I really am sorry.
After 10 years, I should know better than to try and help people when I'm already having a rough time of it. Things on my end IRL are not well. I won't go into anything because I don't need to, but I apologize if I inadvertently projected my feelings towards anyone here.
I'll butt out now, and will try not to read negative things into everything. I have a little help putting me into that mindset, but will try not to let it affect the activities here.
Wayne