smithy wrote:
This thread is all about your year.
We're reaching the end of of 2004. A new year is usually the time that people stop and reflect upon their lives, review the past year, decide what went well and what didn't, and make plans about the shape of their lives over the next year.
So I'd thought it be a nice idea if we all shared our year!
Thanks for asking this question.
My one word answer would be, 'Crap'.
My financial situation has worsened, along with my state of mind, I've suffered as a result of illness and death in my family. I've struggled to find my 'way'....
But on Christmas day I cried, and took a good hard look at my life. Despite the fact that I have two university degrees, I have been unable to find a decent job. I have decided to abandon my pursuit of money (I still have a lot of debt from university and haven't felt like I've had a 'home' in years) and concentrate on my dreams....
I've wanted to be a writer for years and I am going to pursue that wholeheartedly. To do some high-powered job might bring me nice clothes, a nice car and other material trappings, but I believe my destiny, if there is such a thing, is to write.
I should be going to France in February on a work placement, and I'll see how that goes. If not, I'll scrape the money together to travel, as I'm truly happy when I'm travelling, and I find it hard to be happy at any other time.
I've got friends in Poland, Lithuania and Estonia that I could visit. I have always dreamed of seeing the USA. I'd love to see Sarajevo as well. I'd like to return to Berlin and maybe spend a bit of time in Paris. I learned Russian at university, so I could always go to Russia for the hell of it. I find the joy of exploring new cultures takes my mind off everything else...
Oh, the other thing, is I want to just say {bleep} it and get off my arse and do some of things I love...
I'd like to have singing lessons, learn to dance properly (possibly Salsa if I can persuade one of the girls I know to come with me

, and all manner of other things I can't think of right now.
I hope all of you have a wonderful 2005.