Its been a weird one. Got jobs then quit em due to depression, almost got a great girl but ended up losing a good friend instead. Went back to college which im screwing up as usual because i dont see the point. Friends keep using me as a shoulder to cry on which i dont mind as such but it puts me in weird positions sometimes (currently in what seems to be a VERY weird and ucomfortable position). Despite all of this and the fact i have no money, no job(damn those higher calibre applicants) and no prospects that i can see im actually reasonably happy at the moment. Hoping to find some direction in 2005 though.