You do a good thing MDMA! :-) You'll soon enough be able to enjoy the taste of freshly newborn air :-)
Cleaning the house, and especially the curtains and sheets, will encourage you too to keep on stopping.
You'd get all the support from me if I was there, brave man :-) ;-)
*support* *support*
ps. I can't imagine why you would be banned from fora :-? :-? :-?