Hello and welcome!
your best bet, apart from some lovely person here pm'ing you with a copy, is to go to the English Amiga Board here and do a request for app:
http://eab.abime.net/index.phpwhere they are less strict about issues surrounding such things.
Lately here, there has been a lot of nasty sentiment and childish fighting over 30 year old copyright and such.
Without a monitor, you'll need to source either a monitor, an older TV with component in, or a VGA adapter such as the Indivision line.
Being a recent returnee myself, I can tell you that it is really easy to get disheartened by the attitudes you will find in what passes for the Amiga community today. Take heart - there are a lot more good eggs that make up for the rotten ones.
Good Luck!