If you got a lot of bitterness you need to take a break.
I personally don't care for retro Amiga scene. I'm staying in because we are a niche platform. There is plenty of development going on for AROS.
There is no reason to stay with the fanboys that are making you miserable. Admitting you get a kick out Windows or Linux can sometimes lead to insults.
If you looked at two stalled projects the Walker 030 A1200 replacement and the Boxer (which got slowed down by AGA and PCI implementation) there are good things about Amiga, instead of seeing the negatives that happened.
Of course the negatives really rub you up the wrong way!
