Hey guys this is most likely the oddest post you'll have ever read, but I just need to vent to a friend, an AMIGA friend...
Growing up, there was an Amiga store that introduced me to the miggy, then i was introduced to the local users group and made immediate friends.
Through my life I owned every major type of the Amiga but a 3000 variant with my highlights being a towered A1200, followed by (I think) 8 or 9 different systems, all setup and running, culminating in one A4000T fitted with a PPC and Mediator with all the fixings.
I had Amiga friends and I had Amiga computers. Now, I have none.
The store has been gone for years and the users group is little more then a web page and yahoo group. I still catch word from a member here and there but I've even moved to the other side of the US so getting together is not going to happen.
As for my A4000T, I sold it two years ago to fiance my wedding... I still think now and then if there might have been a way to do it all without selling that piece of my life. My wife tries to understand and even let me have money when times were tight to get Amiga Forever, but it just isn't the same!
And it sounds SO STUPID but it hurts! I still hang around the forums for no tangible reason but I can't let go!
I tried emulators, even custom made an Xbox to pay homage, but they were frustrating and not the real thing. An Amiga to me wasn't only an easily used and understood OS like some say OSX is or a Fun to hack/mod hardware box. IT WAS BOTH!
Frustrations upon frustrations as I see cool and new ideas made that I can't get my hands on to tinker!
GAH!