I understand you too! It's hard to explain I use computers every day that run rings around what an Amiga could do, but I find myself flicking on the old 3000 and remembering when doing things that were magic wasn't so much like work. I think it's a bit like when you are writing a paper, word processing has become so fancy that you have to get exactly the right font, paragraph style, every mechanical thing correct that you can't enjoy the writing anymore.
And I don't get impressed anymore, I remember the astonishment at the Amiga demos, nobody had been there before, they were pushing technology. Now technology has become so advanced that you might be able to nudge it a little bit once in a great while, but push? FOrget about it.
Computers today are nothing but tools. You can't really love them. And there's no way back.