So it's hard and not justifiable for many, yourself included, but you just want to try it?
Find a friend with one or live with your choice.
It's human nature to want for something you can't obtain.
I remember having the same feelings when the Amiga came out. I waited almost 4 years before I got a vanilla 2000.
"You can't always get what you want. But if you try sometimes you just might find, you get what you didn't really want anyway".
