I need cyanide caps!!

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mdma wrote:
Haven't had a fag for 38 hours.  I am going cold turkey, no nicotine replacement type stuff is being used.

I was alright yesterday, but the cravings are starting to get to me now!!!!!! :-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(

When my friend gave up smoking he started drinking Earl Grey tea, that seemed to work for him.

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mdma wrote:
@All

Thanks for the kind words of encouragement.

Well it's been three whole days now with out a fag, and it's been so fooking difficult.  I have no finger nails left, and stomped to the shop to buy some about 9pm tonight, but by the time i'd got there i'd calmed down, so i just bought two huge bags of jelly babies. :-)

Much nicer than cigarettes!!! :-)

Actually, Keeping busy is the best way to fight any addiction... and going for a long walk is a good way of keeping busy and having some "quality time" with yourself to think things over. If you happen to have a bag of Jelly Babies with you... so much the better.

Can't wait to see my little boys face on Friday when he realises I don't stink anymore. :-D:-D:-D:-D:-D

Yeah, I remember when I was a child and I would visit my Grandfather (who smoked) and it was really unpleasent... then he gave up (after his heart by pass surgury) and he always had a bag of chocolate eclairs with him, and I liked him a lot more after that :-)

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mdma wrote:

I doubt kids understand such a thing

I took him to see a steam train this afternoon, and we were just sat down messing about waiting for it to come, and he just said out of nowhere "Thanks for stopping smoking Dad,  I love you."  and gave me a hug.  It was great. :-)

I used to love going to see steam engines with my father when I was little :-)

It was one of those moments that calls for a cigar! ;-)

Maybe you could change your sig line now :-)

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mdma wrote:

I used to love going to see steam engines with my father when I was little :-)

Want a piccy of it?  It's called the Royal Scot.

Yeah, sure!

Maybe you could change your sig line now :-)

:lol:  As you wish! ;-)

No, thats just lame :-P

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Methuselas wrote:

Also introduced me to a lot of strippers that lived in my apartment at the time.  :lol:

And you never noticed them before?

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mdma wrote:

Speelgoedmannetje wrote:

mdma wrote:

Judo?  All that rolling around on the floor huggin each other?  Not for me.

I prefer to beat someone to a pulp. :-D

You still need to find your inner soft spot :-) (darn, do I remember the hairy chest of that friendly Judo teacher :oops:)


Btw. Judo is a very civilized, tactical sport. "just huggin and rolln' on the floor' is like saying a videogame is just about pushing buttons.

Plus, your wife would be very happy if you'd learn a movement or two :-D

Movement of the tongue speciality is what I find *all* women desire! :-)

Yeah, it would be nice if they would just shut up and stop nagging all the time :-x

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Methuselas wrote:

bloodline wrote:

And you never noticed them before?

More like they didn't notice me.  :-P

I mean, if there was a stripper wandering around my appartment, I'd have noticed... probably even asked for some contribution the the rent, payable in a method of my choosing...

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Karlos wrote:

bloodline wrote:

Methuselas wrote:

bloodline wrote:

And you never noticed them before?

More like they didn't notice me.  :-P

I mean, if there was a stripper wandering around my appartment, I'd have noticed... probably even asked for some contribution the the rent, payable in a method of my choosing...

I'm sure they'd give you their stockings/socks if you asked nicely...

Now you're talking my lingo!

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mdma wrote:

adz wrote:

mdma wrote:

I took him to see a steam train this afternoon, and we were just sat down messing about waiting for it to come, and he just said out of nowhere "Thanks for stopping smoking Dad,  I love you."  and gave me a hug.  It was great. :-)

It was one of those moments that calls for a cigar! ;-)

That moment alone would have made the whole quiting process thus far well worth it, keep it up :-)

It was, which makes it all the more shameful that I smoked last night! :-(

 :whack:  :furious:

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mdma wrote:

Speelgoedmannetje wrote:

mdma wrote:

Speelgoedmannetje wrote:

mdma wrote:
I smoked last night! :-(

:-x  :whack:  :admonish:

:-(

:-(



Think of your wife and kid....

I ain't got a wife.

That's no excuse

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i wish there was something that could connect to the gayspy network, so i could play with my mates