My take is quite simple, really:
I have waited for a new Amiga for more than ten years. I
hanged in here during all these years when a whole lot less
was happening and the Amigaworld was a lot darker. I have
been patted on my head by friends shaking their heads at
my seemingly never-ending fruitless waiting.
I'll be damned if I bail out *now*. Call it stubborness, call
it pride, whatever.
If AOS4 doesn't come to be for some reason, I will most
probably go Linux full-time. And that has nothing to do with
the merits of MOS. - But it requires a certain dedication, a
certain sentiment for me to put my effort and
enthusiasm into a "underdog" OS for perhaps another
decade.
I'm tired, to be honest.
Tired of being outside the mainstream and all the
compromises that forces me to do (which is why I use
Linux more and more, albeit with far less personal
involvement). Tired to listen to an old and venerable
community tearing itself to shreads. Tired to live without
the features of a mainstream OS (and in this respect I
consider Linux to be that, at least compared to MOS/AOS).
Tired of being patted on the head because "I still haven't
understood the Amiga is really, really dead". Tired of being
insulted in forums (albeit indirectly by means of
generalization so far) because I don't bash this or that, don't
hate this or that or choose to visit this or that website. It is
tiring. And it makes it difficult for me to summon the
enthusiasm so desperately needed in order to find
enjoyment with this little computer world and its offerings.
But I think I can summon that enthusiasm one last time for
AOS4 and an AmigaOne, even though it - just like MOS - is
currently yet another underdog. I think I can get excited
again. Now, MOS doesn't produce that feeling with me, and
that has nothing to do with its technical merits. It's simply
the way I feel about it, at this time anyway. And without
that sentiment I cannot rationalize my involvement and my
commitment. Then my tiredness take over.
I know many others have a different take and a different
history than me. Noone is more right or more wrong.
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SlimJim