If someone was going to pay a girl cash to dress up and model with Amigas, I think they'd find someone a lot better looking and less weird than me.
No no no, don't be silly. I've looked at your photos Cammy and you look great. As for weird, I dress is true steampunk style on a day to day basis, so what's weird? Normal is just another word boring sheeple use to feel better about being mundane and having no sense of self.
As for being deaf, anyone who holds that against you is an ******* (I'm proud to to say that both my daughters can sign, they can hear perfectly well but it's just something they decided to do).
All in all you seem to have a lot going for you so don't ever put yourself down. I'll give you a stern telling off if you do, trust me on this, looks, brains and personality all together is a rare combination. BTW, That's a cute cat you got.