If you really want to get more infos, better search for more. Why do I need to explain or prove anything to you?
You don't Vox does. He portrays you as some kind of demoscene giant that has done wonders for the scene but you I see no evidence of it.
There is next to nothing on Pouet for "djnick" so i wondered if you went by another handle in the past. Apparently you haven't.
Has your work been used in any demos?