@ eslapion,
I learned something today because of you. Your post on this thread was very well written, clear and easily understood (unlike more than a few others I have read), so I was surprised to read that you stated you are "partly autistic".
I had to look up Asperger Syndrome to find out more about it. Now I am curious about what profession you chose, having your condition, and at what age did you get diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome?